MENTAL CLUSTERFUCK
For a long time, I felt restricted in my musical expression because I felt I had to find a niche for myself. With this project, I'm taking steps towards authentic and unconventional music that combines various styles and concepts.
From classic hip-hop influences like Ab Soul, Kendrick Lamar, and Mac Miller, to more modern emo/lo-fi/cloud rap artists such as Lil Peep and Joji. From aggressively distorted trap sounds with autotune to angelic soul vocals, the tape blends many worlds that have touched and inspired me over the years.
In the process, I've become even more aware of how individual musical taste and perception truly are. It shouldn't matter what other people's expectations are, whether they like or dislike what you do. Truly honest art, at least for me, can only be created when I free myself from the conventions and rules of the public sphere and follow my intuition and ideas. With that in mind, I wish you a pleasant listening experience and thank everyone who supports me on my journey.
Track previews
courageous kid
This track's sound is strongly reminiscent of Kendrick Lamar's "To Pimp a Butterfly."
I think it's one of the most radio-friendly tracks on the tape. I would be very happy if it received wider release.
far fetched
One of the oldest projects on the mixtape, created at the beginning of 2025.
It deals with the uncertainty and disproportion of life. It's also a very personal track in which I tell my story.
angst
In fact, the only fully German track on the release.
It's also the shortest song, with just a short 16-bar verse and a length of 01:52.